Ramadhan..

2-3 hari nih mmg rase sayu jek. Tak tau kenape. Lps dpt surat dr UCD semlm baru tahu kenape sedih sgt. Cool tak? Heh.. bole rase kesedihan yg nak dtg. Btul kata ika, it’s good to cry sometime. Bile ek last sekali nanges? Tak ingat dah…dah lama benar. Hari nih tak pegi hospital pon. Pagi td depressed sgt. Call mak, ingat tak nak sedih, buat2 lah hepi jek..1st day poselah katakan. Tetibe mak kate, kenapa suara mcm sedih..moms, they were born with the 6th sense….ermm, ayah pon ader 6th sense. Last year mase jatuh tangga n kena pi hospital, ayah tetibe call. Ingatkan nak call lepas baik so derang tak risau. Tp mak kata ayah call sbb dia rase I’m in trouble…ahh, how much I missed them! N’way, bile mak dah sebut cam tuh, nanges lagi…mak pon join sekali. Mak slaluu cam tuh..pastuh gelak. Klakar aa mak nih. Tak leh dgr org sedih. Hanis mase call mak dr US n nanges2 pasal die lapar, mak pon nanges sekali….dah dua2 sekali nanges…hehhe. Mak kata, tak sume yang kita rancang tuh akn jadik n tak sume yang kita nak tu dapat. Kadang2 kita rasa susah sangat nak dpt satu mende tuh, tp bila dah dpt, nikmat dia lg hebat dr yang kita sangka…Lambat sikit nak digest ape mak cakap, sbb tgh tersedu2. takleh nak pk. Mak ty, kenape senyap jek…tgh pk ke. Pk ape? ‘oo tgh pk, batal tak pose sbb nanges’…hahah, mak gelak…join mak sekali…sampai dah tak sedih..’ oo, along nanges jangan lah bukak mulut, nnt air mata msk mulut, tu batal’ …gelak lagi. ‘ abes tuh cam ne nak ckp ngan mak?’ sambung gelak..mak kata jgn sedih. Erm…dah tak sedih dah. Ok jek sekarang. Dah bley gelak dah, ok aaa tuh. Thankx mak! Org akn kata, bad start la…1st day dah sedih. I would say, each day of ramadhan has its own barakah. N sape sangka on the 1st ramadhan 2005, Allah wants me to learn abt hardships.
Hardships are made so that ppl stumbled, but through hardships, ppl will rise…n walk again.. But this time as a stronger and wiser person…if only they understand qada’ n qadarNya…. Alhamdulillah..;)