i should...

i thought i will be happy when the exam ends...
i thought i will be happy when i pass my finals...
i thought i will be happy when i ship my stuffs back...
i thought i will be happy when i receive my flight tix home..

i should, am i? i am happy...& crapy. 3 weeks to my graduation n my final flight home, i have this unsettling feelings inside...

especially when Sinead's email abt the internship job reached my mailbox recently..
especially when i'd to deal with someone who raised his voice unnessarily..(blahhhh, i didnt want ur money! i just hated being treated like i dun know my rights!!God knows how many of those i've to deal with when i start working!!)

aihhh..apelah yg aku takut sgt nk balik?? should i apply?
kalu ko dpt cam ne? a friend said...

aiiihhh..i dun know. i'm about to open a new chapter of my life n i'm still not sure whether i've made the right decision....

i'm really truly a mess!